Wednesday, January 27, 2010

My Letter to Obama after Virginia & New Jersey

I sent this letter to the President afer the Virgina and New Jersey elections.
And yes, I do write to the White House. I know it's probably a waste of time, but I humored myself into thinking my voice counted.



Good Evening President Obama!



It's been awhile since I've written you. I believe the last letter was about healthcare.


As I sit writing on this election night, I can't help but reflect back to your election one year ago. Although I didn't vote for you, I did have high hopes that my misgivings about your lack of leadership experience would be overcome. I believe you've let Ms. Pelosi and Mr. Reid run wild with what they (and perhaps you) thought was a mandate a year ago.


By the way, I grew up in a Chicago suburb, and I KNOW about the Chicago Democrat Machine. (My uncle spent time in federal prison for income tax evasion after his mayoral terms ended.)


I believe you've surrounded yourself with some questionable people. The "Czars" are one example of political power & patronage gone awry!


So why am I writing to you?


Listening to Virginians talk tonight they stated their main concern was JOBS!


It dawned on me that this is so SIMPLE!


It's Maslow's Hierarchy of Needs. The bottom of the pyramid is as follows:


PHYSIOLOGICAL:  Basic survival needs; water, air, food and sleep.


SAFETY:  desire for steady employment, (jobs) health insurance, safe neighborhoods


So, while healthcare is definitely important, having a job more imprortant. That job provides food, clothing etc.


There's no doubt healthcare needs reform. ( I'm a nurse.)


But the bills from the House and Senate are not well thought out. It's like they threw a bunch of mud on the wall and they're waiting to see what sticks. Is his really any way to reform healthcare, seeing what crap sticks? I don't think so. Take Time!! Wait! You'll earn more respect with a leaner, smaller & responsive healthcare plan. Be a LEADER!


I write a blog about nursing, my loves, my passion, and well of course, some politics. Yesterday, I posted three blogs. The one I'd like to focus is not the one on Afghanistan. The one I'd like you to read is "Gratitude..."


It features a song that the late Wayman Tisdale recorded on his CD "21 Days."


When I listened to the children say Thank you, it dawned on me that it really is that simple:


Thank you Jesus:



For putting clothes on my back!


For my family!


For my life!


For my food!


For waking us up this morning!


For our schools!


For my sister!


For my brother!


For my Mom!


Jesus Bless this generation!






Keep it simple! Then the rest will follow!


Thanks for the time!


Carol


http://mamababy-queenofhearts.blogspot.com/

Reflections: AVATAR, India.Arie's "Grains" and me

I went to see AVATAR this past weekend and found I really enjoyed it!  I had no idea what to expect and given that there is so much else going on in the world, I didn't read any reviews.
My connection to the movie was "spiritual." I don't mean God, Christ or any religion. For me, it was my belief we are all created from the "same grains."
I can't answer the "what about the pseudo military/mercenaries or the big bad company" portrayed in the movie (But let's face it they were pretty one dimensional.) I also don't pretend to know Mr. Cameron's intent. Who cares what his intent was anyway?
I believe I was created by God from the same "grains" as everyone.  I believe we are given free will to do as we choose. And that "free will" is what creates havoc here on earth.
Having said that, my interpretation (of the movie) is that the Na'avii people understand their connection to their " universe." The scene where they are all joined arm and arm praying(my interpretation,) was emotionally riveting and very moving.

On Sunday, while on iTunes, I came across a new CD (actually it was released in 2009) from one of a favorite songstress: India. Arie.

The 2009 CD is titled:     Testimony, Volume 2: Love & Politics
I love the whole CD, but am drawn especially to her interwoven: Intro, Interlude and Outro  "Grains."

Here are the words:

"Intro: Grains"

I’m grateful that you created me from the same grains from the same things


I’m grateful that you never cease to amaze me the way you love me

"Interlude: Grains"

I am grateful that you never cease to amaze me the way you love me


From the flicker of an eyelash to the furthest star


From the pyramids to the beat of my heart


From a woman in Somalia to a child in Harlem


We’re created from the same things


I’m grateful that you created me from the same grains from the same things


I‘m grateful that you never cease to amaze me the way you loved me

"Outro: Grains"

I'm grateful that now I can see


that I am a part of everything


and everything is a part of me


you've amazed me

I've included a blog post from  months ago.

MY PASSION

Working as a Labor and Delivery nurse for 24 years, I felt blessed and honored to assist women, and their families in the birth of their child(children). Hearing a newborn cry, witnessing a family's joy always touched me deeply. As well, when I was asked to assist women, and their family in delivering a "baby born asleep", their pain and anguish cut like a knife. Throughout all these experiences, I knew this was my passion, my calling in life.
Then I joined Antepartum Testing, and my PASSION grew. I love performing ultrasounds on the fetus'. I love showing the "moms" what their baby is doing.(kicking, sucking, practice breathing)
But most of all I love the following: witnessing the "circle of life;" recognizing we are created equal (can't tell race,religion etc. on ultrasound;) and LIFE is a MIRACLE.

In conclusion, I hear, see and understand my life through movies and songs that help me reflect on my life  journey.

I believe we are created equal. I believe we have free will. I believe there is evil in the universe. I claim no understanding of God's Plan for me. I just know in my heart I am on a journey. I know and believe that God wishes me well on my journey to eternal life. He Promised and I Believe. 

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

Peggy Noonan's WSJ Op Ed: adds more "D's" to my Obama grade: Disconnect,Detachment,Distance

Slug the Obama Story 'Disconnect'

The first thing I learned in journalism is that every story has a name. At WEEI News Radio in Boston, the editor would label each story with one word, called a "slug," and assign a writer to write it for air. This week's devastating earthquake would be slugged "Haiti." A story about a gruesome murder might be "Nightmare."




We're at the first anniversary of the inauguration of President Barack Obama, and the slug, the word that captures its essence, is "Disconnect."



This is, still, a surprising word to use about the canny operatives who so perfectly judged the American mood in 2008. But they haven't connected since.



There is a disconnect, a detachment, a distance between the president's preoccupations and the concerns of his people. There's a disconnect between his policy proposals and Americans' sense, as expressed in polls, of what the immediate problems are.



I'm not referring to what is being called the president's rhetorical disconnect. In this criticism, he is not emotional enough when he speaks, he doesn't wear his heart on his sleeve, he is aloof, like a lab technician observing the movements within a petri dish called America. It may be true that this doesn't help him, but so what? In a successful presidency, his cool demeanor would be called an interesting facet, not a problem. And Americans don't really need presidents to move them, when you think about it. They need them to lead, and in the right direction.



Nor am I referring to an iconic disconnect. In this criticism, the president refuses to or is unable to act as a paternal figure. "A president is a father," say these critics. "He must comfort us." But, actually, your father is your father. In any case he always seemed like the bright older brother, not the father.



You want a competent chief executive with a deep and shrewd sense of the people. Americans want him to be on the same page as they are. But he's on a different page, and he may in fact be reading a different book. Thus the latest Quinnipiac poll, which puts his approval/disapproval at a descending 45% to 45%. Pure hunch: The approval number is probably slightly high because people don't want to disapprove of their new president—the stakes are so high!—and don't like telling pollsters they disapprove of him.



The real story is that his rhetorical and iconic detachment are harped on because they reflect a deeper disconnect, the truly problematic one, and that is over policy. It doesn't really matter how he sounds. It matters, in a time of crisis, what he does. That's where the lack of connection comes in.



The people are here, and he is there. The popularity of his health-care plan is very low, at 35% support. Someone on television the other day noted it is as low as George Bush's popularity ratings in 2008.



Yet—and this is the key part—the president does not seem to see or hear. He does not respond. He is not supple, able to hear reservations and see opposition and change tack. He has a grim determination to bull this thing through. He negotiates each day with Congress, not with the people. But the people hate Congress! Has he not noticed?



The people have come alive on the issue of spending—it's too high, it threatens us! He spends more. Mr. Obama seems at best disconnected from this anxiety.



The disconnect harms him politically, but more important it suggests a deepening gulf between the people and their government, which only adds to growling, chafing national discontent. It also put the president in the position, only one year in, only 12 months into a brand-new glistening presidency, of seeming like the same old same old. There's something tired in all this disconnect, something old-fashioned, something sclerotic and 1970s about it.



And of course the American public is reacting. All politicians are canaries in coal mines, they're always the first to feel the political atmosphere. It was significant when the Democrats lost the governorships of Virginia and New Jersey two months ago. It is significant that a handful of House and Senate Democrats have decided not to run this year. And it is deeply significant that a Republican state senator in Massachusetts, Scott Brown, may topple the Democratic nominee to fill Ted Kennedy's former seat, Martha Coakley. In a way, the Republicans have already won—it's a real race. (Scott Brown Did WIN)



Mr. Brown's whole story right now is not about disconnect but connect. Massachusetts has an 8.8% unemployment rate, and graduates of the commonwealth's great universities can't find work. An old Boston Republican hand said of the race, "It's 100% about policies—health care, taxes, what's the plan on the economy?" Mr. Brown charges that Ms. Coakley's support for cap and trade and health care will amount to $2 trillion in taxes in the next five years.



Ms. Coakley has the advantage—Massachusetts is the heart of blue-state America—but in a way her advantage is her curse. Because she is the candidate of a party that for 40 years has been used to winning, reigning and winning again, she looks like the same old same old, a standard old-line liberal, the frontwoman for a machine, a yes woman for the Obama-Pelosi era.



It is interesting that Ms. Coakley, too, has been told by pundits the past week that her problem is that she's not emotional enough. She should show passion and fire! She should cry like Hillary!



This comes not only from pundits but normal people, and if you contemplate the meaning it is, weirdly: You're not good enough at manipulating us! We want more theatrics!



Both national parties are trying to pour in money and resources, but the most obnoxious intrusion must have been the fund-raising letter this week from New York's Sen. Charles Schumer, who tried to rouse the troops by calling Mr. Brown a "far-right teabagger." Does that kind of thing even work anymore? Doesn't name calling put off anyone not already predisposed to agree with it?



In a time when the people of Massachusetts have real concerns about their ability to make a living, stuff like the Schumer letter is just more evidence of a party's disconnect.



Politics is about policy. It's not about who's emotional and who cries or makes you cry. It's not about big political parties and the victories they need in order to rule. It's not about going on some ideological toot, which is what the health-care bill is, hoping the people will someday see and appreciate your higher wisdom.



In a way, Mr. Obama's disconnection is a sign of the times. We are living in the age of breakup, with so many of the ties that held us together loosening and fraying. If the president wants to lead toward something better, he should try listening. If you can't connect through the words you speak, at least you can do it through your ability to hear.



Printed in The Wall Street Journal Europe, page 15

Sunday, January 17, 2010

I give Barack Obama a "D"

Dishonest, Disgusted, Disillusioned and Disheartened

Was it really almost a year ago that Barack Obama was sworn in? Even though I didn't vote for him, I was hopeful that the new President might change how government functions.


And guess what? He has!


But it is not what I expected. Silly me. I grew up in Chicago.I should know better. Mr. President is a Chicago politician. Behind closed door deals, strong arm politics and patronage jobs are just SOP for him. ( Dishonest )


It seems each day I read about another assault by this administration and Congress on the Constitution. ( Disgusted )
But I didn't vote for him!


Imagine how those people that did vote for him feel?


My mother who was born, raised and still lives in Chicago voted for Obama. She now says she is so sorry she did! She bought his rhetoric about change. She says he's worse than anyone who's been president in her lifetime. She tells me of how many folks/family are out of work back home. She's angry that she got taken in by all of his campaign promises. She's a senior on limited income and now realizes she will have less with Obama.
(Disillusioned & Disheartened )


I am sure she isn't the only person who regrets their vote.


It seems that the President ( and the Democratic Congress ) is more concerned with their Legacy, ie: Healthcare Reform, than with the economy and jobs.


So here's a suggestion: Let's get off the "D" list.


Use the 2010 midterm elections to FIRE the current lawmakers who are not listening to their constituents.


Then get ready to FIRE President Obama in 2012!


In the meantime,  let's HIRE Scott Brown! Get him elected in Massachsetts!

Monday, January 11, 2010

ER vs. Vicodin

I'm in bed nursing a sore back. In July 2008 I was diagnosed with spinal stenosis,dorsal tears around some discs, herniated discs, etc. I had severe pain in my left hip, back radiating and burning down to my knee. Childbirth was easier to manage than that pain! 2 epidural steroid injections and 3 months of Physical Therapy later, I returned to my nursing position @ Hoag Memorial Presbyterian Hospital.

I've had "twinges" in my back. And some little pains that I always have been able to remedy through what I learned in Physical Therapy. Most recently in October 09, I discovered wearing the wrong shoes caused me problems. At that time I tried to see my orthopedic md. I was told no appts were available until the following week. Here I was in pain with good insurance and couldn't get an appt.
I managed to treat myself and things were ok until this weekend. Actually I think part of the problem stemmed from how busy we were on Friday @ work. I didn't sit down for lunch or visit the lady's room until 7 hours into my shift. We normally don't get breaks, so I am used to the pace. I can usually grab some water and bathroom time. ( I suppose some people might call those breaks! ) On Friday that wasn't the case. I came home exhausted and had heart palpatations from fatigue and not hydrating.
Saturday still feeling tired, went for a beachwalk. Then on Sunday repeated the walk. I did feel twinges in my right hip, back and groin area on Friday night and Saturday. But on my Sunday walk I had to lay down on the sand and stretch and wait until I could walk home.
I took 2 vicodin and slept Sunday afternoon. The pain was lessened, but not gone.
This morning I called the doctor, told the appointment lady that I was in pain ( I always tell them I'm a nurse@ Hoag hoping this would get me in to see the doc. It never works!) She then asks me my insurance.( it's a PPO.) I also tell her that I'm in enough pain to go to ER, but I find that to be a misuse of medical benefits! Guess what? She tells me she can't get me into see anyone!
Am I crazy? I have insurance. I want to see a doc in an office setting. I have never been one to use the ER for care. That's why ER is so overcrowded. I hung up and started to cry! Said Screw it! And took another Vicodin! If the pain overtakes the pills, I'll blog from ER!
Otherwise, it's time for me to sleep!



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